After a long time

Yes , I was back . Though the calendar has flipped many a pages,
since the last time I was here , the fingers with same zeal have a mind
of their own, as I just lean in to my bed and see them doing the words.

Thoughts immense , lot to write , lot to say ,
but where to start the question ponders

Should I write for myself a fitness regime(which I require the most)
or should I write for me something else maybe something on relation ships

In the past few years that have gone by I have started reflecting a lot on the
words and the inspiration from the great people , perhaps I can have my say on them.

Or a page or two on programming which would be my intended career, in order to sustain
wishes of my stomach and the neighbours.



nOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...........
I dont want all this
Off late I know why I am here for
Not dreams neither any predictions
It all happens in front of me ...........
I know what is right and what is wrong

I know I am doing wrong
But then I blame my human tendency and go on doing my work
And when I fall
I know, I was right about the work

Not going forward with it
But after all I went ahead and did that
and when I failed I was wrong

I was stupid or more so ever persuasive
with my theory that in this world in order to succeed one has to be bad

NOT AT ALL TRUE...........


not at ALLLLLLLL ...